Friday, July 6, 2007
Hopefully good start
I am usually HORRIBLE at blogging but the way I have been feeling lately I really should be writing this stuff down. SOOOO lets see! I am bi-polar, depressed, married with 3 kids and have the best hubby. I love my family dearly but at times think its all a big joke. How can Dan put up with me and my insanity. Granted its not as bad as my dads issues but none the less its crazy. I go through times where I feel like the whole world hates me. I am there now. I know he loves me and that is ok for me. BUT I feel like all I do is a joke and people don't like what I do or me as a person. I have always been the type of person to say I am sorry for EVERYTHING! I still do, but I am getting better. I have had depression since Lizzie was born in Oct 02 and just was told in April I have Bi-Polar! That was a HUGE shock to me. I never thought I would be that way. My dad has that not me! BUT I do! I have my good days but they turn bad. I can wake up in an AWESOME mood and by noon I just want to crawl in a hole. I am doing better my meds help. Who knows! I guess I have ranted enough for my first post!
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Hi Jenn, I'd love for you to add me to your blog roll. It's called Cindys Side, www.babyzbreath.com/cindysside
I am also Bi-Polar and severe depression and have been since a young age but not diagnosed until 3 years ago. I have been on every med there is and finally having alot of luck. If you'd like to talk "shop" I'd be happy to share some tips with you.
Cindy
Hey, Jennn! It's LeAnne {http://cloud9pixels.com}. I can relate to your insecurities, I have them too. I worry about what people think of me and all that good stuff..some paranoia. I subscribed to your blog. Mine is http://cloud9pixels.com/blog. I better go for now, but I am sure glad I met you and I wouldn't mind being there for each other ;o)
TTYS,
LeAnne
http://cloud9pixels.com/blog
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